When Nick told me he wanted to join the Marines I was a little apprehensive but, it has been something he has wanted to do for a long time so I said okay. When he swore in it still felt like we had so long before he had to leave so I was still feeling pretty fine. We had our ups and downs with the stress of unemployment, a sick child, etc. When we got married we said till death do us part and that is what we both meant. No matter how low our valleys we both know how much we love each other.
So Nick left today, and this is one of those times you almost wish your relationship was in a valley so it wouldn't be so hard to let him leave. I tried to be strong and hold it together but Nick and I have never been apart for longer than a few days. This is going to be one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with.
I am so proud of him. He has done so much for our little fam[ily] and now he is making one of the biggest sacrifices of our lives. He is such an amazing man and I will be here holding down the fort until he is back in my arms again.
Watching him walk through security and onto the beginning of our future I couldn't help but smile and cry. It will be a hard few months and I will miss him every second of every day. I am surrounded by so much love and support it is an incredible feeling.
Well, that's all for now I suppose. Stay tuned as the days get longer and my heart grows stronger.
So thankful for his service, and for yours as well. The service wives are one of the biggest reasons giving the service men the courage to go on. Your job is important, and so is his. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteIt is a difficult job but someone has to do it. I am so thankful that our relationship is so strong. God blessed me with the perfect husband for me. I will be here with tear filled eyes and open arms when he comes home to me.
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