So here we are Tuesday, the next day, so everything should be back to our normal routine right? Well, what do you consider "Normal"? I woke up without my other half, got Ava ready and went to work, went to the store and locked my keys in my car, went to call my honey for help and realized he isn't going to be able to come and help me, came home to an empty house.
It is difficult for me to come home to an empty house and realize that this is "normal" now, at least for a little while. And I hate this "normal". I hated the feeling when I realized Nick couldn't come running to my rescue like he has so many times before. I guess you don't realize how much a spouse does for you until they aren't there to do it anymore.
As much as it sucks for me to be here I can only imagine what it must be like for him. At least here I have family and friends to surround me with love and support. He doesn't have that. He is truly alone. Being torn down to be brought up the way the Marines want him. When I look at it that way it makes my heart break in an entirely different way. I miss my future marine and I can't wait to be in his arms again.
Well, that is all for now. Stay tuned as the days grow longer and my heart grows stronger.
No comments:
Post a Comment